Broken Home

Family consists of a father, mother, and children. Living under one roof with love. That's how God planned, created, and envisioned family. But what's happening today?

Broken marriage. Unwanted pregnancies. Family indiferences. These are the reasons why most family today are shattering. So far from the reality of God. 

I  personally don't know how to react when people so close to me are suffering from this dilemma. It is not easy to deal with and if I were in their places, I would have reacted, decided, and thought they way they have dealt the situation. BUT there is God.

I believe that God is the master of peace, the author of love, and the potter who molds each people. Definitely He wants the best for us. He designs life as a peleasing for us to live in. But sad to say, we destroyed what could have been a better and perfect place for us.

I am  saddened by families torn apart because of unresolved indifferences. Separation is not the only solution to the problem. Running away is not the only answer to an unending question. Face it and start growing up.

Just a Thought

I will sail the world and fly on its sky,

Will shout to the wind my love till it reach your skyline

I learned from God not to hold anger

So I'll just go on and be happy

To Tie a Knot

In the Book of Ecclesiastes, one chapter says that there are times for everything. Well true. If we know how to manage our time, true that we have all the time for our errands.

I was just thinking to whether or not will I get married. As I come to think of it, probably I won't. Probably my plan B, Lord willing (i mean if I won't have really get married), is to adopt. of course I don't like to be alone when I get old. haay,

I am doing work plus school plus church work, I guess I will really be an old maid. hehe. Single blessedness is a gift. I am not saying that I am giving up on this thought because God has a much amazing plan in my life, but at the moment, no marriage yet on the other end -- because I have nothing to tie a knot still duh?! lol

Ok, enough of that topic. I am getting depressed! LOL

Seen from a Distance

I am just thinking about this clever-ish thing. What if, just what if, that someone you've been praying and hoping to come and sweep you off of your feet is watching you and just waiting for the right time to reveal himself to you? just what if?

Getting Real: Awakening

It is a great feeling to know that somebody cares and loves you -- except for your family and friends. It is one emotion that I love to ponder. However there are some times that you will think about whether or not the emotion or the love is true. 

There's a special guy in my life. Special in a way that he truly is special. Definitely we're not together and definitely we're friends. I have come to a realization that what I may have felt long before was not true indeed. I thank God because He is always here with me, reminding me the things I should really be careful at.

That guy may come and go but still be special in my heart and I believe that wouldn't change. Anyone you love dearly and deeply will always be special no matter what happens.

We may not be for each other. The time spent, the messages sent, and the wonderful feelings will always be remembered and I will always thank God for this phase in my life where I've learned a little bit about life, love and priority.


I have learned a lot from our so called "relationship". I won't cry over my spilled milk. I think I can now move on and rejoice and be happy with whatever he wants to do in his life. To be married soon to a woman whom he finds himself spending the rest of his life with will be ok with me. I believe it will hurt, but I guess I'll be happy with them if that's the case. 

Until then, I will keep on obeying the One who owns my heart. God. :)