It is a great feeling to know that somebody cares and loves you -- except for your family and friends. It is one emotion that I love to ponder. However there are some times that you will think about whether or not the emotion or the love is true.
There's a special guy in my life. Special in a way that he truly is special. Definitely we're not together and definitely we're friends. I have come to a realization that what I may have felt long before was not true indeed. I thank God because He is always here with me, reminding me the things I should really be careful at.
That guy may come and go but still be special in my heart and I believe that wouldn't change. Anyone you love dearly and deeply will always be special no matter what happens.
We may not be for each other. The time spent, the messages sent, and the wonderful feelings will always be remembered and I will always thank God for this phase in my life where I've learned a little bit about life, love and priority.
I have learned a lot from our so called "relationship". I won't cry over my spilled milk. I think I can now move on and rejoice and be happy with whatever he wants to do in his life. To be married soon to a woman whom he finds himself spending the rest of his life with will be ok with me. I believe it will hurt, but I guess I'll be happy with them if that's the case.
Until then, I will keep on obeying the One who owns my heart. God. :)
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